I'm Tired of Being Fat and Happy | Truth Out Loud
TRUTH OUT LOUD
I’ve been living my truth out loud for a while now. I’m being truly honest to admit that I go back and forth often about whether or not I’m sharing too much of my life and wondering if it is really helping others. There is something in me that keeps saying “somebody needs to hear this” just say it, and I usually oblige. So, here I am again to tell you some more of my truth. Here goes…
This morning I woke up, got on the scale, and realized I have reached the heaviest weight I’ve ever been again… a whopping 260.4 lbs. Two hunnit and sixty foe pounds. Again. I was here in 2015. SIGH! I said I’d never get here again and yet, here I am again. I’m giving myself the side eye right now. I’m side eyeing myself for being fat and happy. I’ve been out here living my best life and neglecting my overall health. I had to be brutally honest with myself last week and admit that I’ve been flat out lazy. Lazy, eating ice cream, cookies and shit, making excuses on how I’m going to start tomorrow, yet tomorrow never comes. The only thing that’s come along with this laziness is this excess belly fat and total body misery. I can feel this shit, literally and I’m ready to get rid of it. I’m sick of thinking and talking about it. It time for me to get off my lazy behind and do better. I’m tried of being fat and happy. Today I am healthy and happy!
There! That’s my truth out loud today. I hope you have an amazing day.